Wednesday, June 3, 2009

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blame school grades for giving me a heart attack.

spend time studying to get my grades up.
cry.
have as much fun possible during summer.
wish my grades good bye, for geo especially (o'day) yeah you know why now.
make sure no one says im a good student (i am not)
make sure no one says im smart (i am not)
make people say i am hard worki
ng (i am)
help mayzhee get over how much she misses (tok) during summer.
gossip with mayzhee about COUGH (tok)
REPLACE TOK with a familiar name (;
tell iris NO.. till she understands (i doubt) i still love you heaps.
take care of kristi when she gets DRUNK.
go crazy.
now shut up and move on with life, accept what ive achieved.


"mistakes need to be made, but not as many as i have made."

"Every persons life has different lyrics but in the end we all sing the same song.."


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yes.. ive been told this, once too many..

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my blog has everything to do with school.
&thats because i love school so much (sure)
im worried, thats all.


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just stay there, and stay happy.
look on the bright side? you'll have to face this misery for the rest of your life.

i used to love blogging. guess old things just repeats itself.


Failure

its true.. i actually do feel crap.. (what perfect icon for me, and to end with)

3 comments:

  1. onnella...honestly, and i am seriously being honest, you are the most hard-working person i have ever met. you're so determined when it comes to school work. procrastination isn't even a part of your vocabulary. you're a smart and good student. you honestly should listen to us when we tell you that. what i'm trying to say is that, yes we have a load of things to do this summer, and yes the stress isn't really over until we throw our graduation hats this time next year. but for now, for these 8 weeks that we have ahead of us, you should just try to have a little bit more optimism and confident in yourself! NO YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE! the only time you really fail is when you give up trying. and no, you've never given up in anything.

    yes i know you're planning to enjoy as much of the summer as possible, but please don't stress too much over homework.

    it's summer.

    close your eyes. deep breaths. relax.

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  2. onnella. take the summer to relax okay! i mean you're always so stressed! you're such a hardworking girl; the future is in ur hands :)

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  3. nella! i love this post because you finally realize that sometimes you just have to take it one day at a time. or have you? haha, just live in the moment. you'll only be a highschooler once in your life so enjoy each and every day of it! :)

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